So how do you think the war will stop?
One possibility is that the russian people get to the streets and demand it to stop. I said it before, it's a numbers game. If 90% of you actually are not supporting it, this should be easy. No matter how powerful the FSB, they can't imprison 90% of the population.
But to be honest, the only reason you don't support it anymore is that ruSSia wants you to participate. Suddenly it's personal. A bit rich of you being disgusted at other countries when for the last 7 months you had no problem with your own country invading Ukraine. You want to run "from risk to die in Ukraine for nothing" without ever having spent a thought how Ukrainians died for nothing for the last 7 months being invaded by you. Look into a mirror dude, and start rebelling against the oppression you feel at home. Nobody else is gonna do it for you.