“A [patient] came today seeking an abortion.
She traveled on an airplane for the first time
ever [from a state with an abortion ban], using
her whole paycheck to buy tickets, rent a hotel.
She left our clinic today by [emergency medical
services], transported to the local [emergency
department (ED)] for suicidal ideation. She
was raped two months ago. Each episode
of morning sickness causes [post-traumatic
stress disorder (PTSD)] so intense she tried
to take her life yesterday. If abortion was
legal in her home state, several things would
be different 1) she could have accessed an
abortion more promptly 2) perhaps therefore
she wouldn’t have had an escalation of PTSD
such that she tried to kill herself, [and] 3) she’d
have more money in her bank account, super
important given she’s a single parent and her
family who doesn’t support abortion even in
cases of rape, just kicked them both out. She
did not get her abortion in our clinic today
because she felt she was too emotionally
unstable, that she wanted to go to the ED first.
I fully support her decision to know herself
best, and to decide for herself. I fear for her
life, the ongoing pregnancy, her young child. I
fear she won’t have money to return and get
her abortion. I fear she could kill herself first.”