I am genuinely awful. But no one has ever said shit to me. The only benchmark i really get as to how terrible i am comes in the form of zero commendations (whm). I heard early on that "sure ipps, they wont chat shit in game, but on discord they'll be ripping you to shreds". And to that all i can think is "so, they're not chatting shit TO me..." They can say whatever the hell they want out of my earshot. Most of its probably accurate anyway, but fact is we finished the run. We probably never wiped (thanks always warrior tanks!). And i get to say "Im so sorry you had to deal with me! But thank you so much for the clear!" in a lame attempt to garner pity commends.