Shades of the Past...And Present
Standing before the massive edifice of the city, she gazed about the intricate gold inlay runes that adorned the archway, framing the great stone statue. Though the entrance was rather dim, the deep red cobblestone and sheer crimson veils that marked the entrance to Silvermoon City were still warmly inviting, even to Helyxia Coventry's darkened and chilled heart. All through her youth, she never gave the shadowed, yet inviting gateway a second thought, taking for granted all the care and craftsmanship that went into its construction. Now, she stares at the commingling of decorations, stone, and metalwork as if she'd never been to the wondrous city before.
She slowly padded forward, wincing at every creak and clink of her armor as it broke into the remnants of her past that swirled through her mind. Once, this was merely a merchant's gateway through the grand walls of Silvermoon. Now, however, it served as the master path. The old gates lie in ruin just to the west; the Dead Scar licking at its collapsed stone, oak, and ironwork. Helyxia emerged at last at the main avenue of the city, flanked by red robed and armored guards standing at attention behind ornately carved grand tower shields; their pole arms snapped squarely at their sides. They neither flinched, nor did their gazes waver. Slowly, their eyes survey all in their field of view, then come squarely center again. If not for their eyes keeping watch on all about them, she'd have sworn they were very well-crafted statues.
The familiar smell of exotic baked goods and spirits wafted to her from the doorway to her left. The purple-silk draped frame with deep violet carpeting within almost beckoned to her, but she couldn't bring herself to moved towards it. The small inn and spirits house was where her mother once served, slaved, laughed, and played all hours of the day and night. She kept the riff-raff out and the good-natured folk knew it was the place to go for the best food in town.
It's where she first met Harrol and his father when they came to the city to strike up a trade agreement for spirits as well as new pastries and meats. It's where she first gave the small, even for a dwarf, boy his first ear tweak. Helyxia smiled as she thought about their first meeting; how he at first slapped at empty air thinking the twinge was simply a gnat. He started to whip his head around to catch what the cause was, and there she sat on the back of a nearby chair, leaning forward and balancing herself precariously as she stretched to snap his ear once more.
Helyxia shook herself back to the present, realizing she had come to a full stop on the threshold of the inn. The smells that now struck her full force seemed...almost too familiar. Quickly, she arched an eyebrow, intrigued at how the aroma brought more and more memories of her mother's inn up from the abyss of her lost life. Almost too familiar, like the smell of a well-worn blanket that one keeps their life through, the smell of a particular pastry came to her nose... Entranced, she was inexorably drawn into the main tavern area, then up the spiral staircase to the cooking area inset to one side of the landing half-way up to the rooms.
"Damn it!" came the sharp and shrill voice, like a knife in both the memories and the heart of Helyxia Coventry's broken life. "I've told them a dozen times that the venison needs to be F R E S H! Like...they need to strip it outside! It just doesn't survive a journey well enough for this. ...and these berries just will not do..." came more of the ranting from the cooking area.
She dared not hope. Slowly, cautiously, she removed her outer armor with as little commotion as she could muster, hoping to hide the sounds among the normal din of the daytime revelers in the far corner amid the banquet tables and kegs. She gently laid the battle scarred pieces on landing, noting that her under-padding, which often doubled as work wear, sorely needed replacement. At the very least, perhaps it should be patched in some of the more risque locations that are now completely worn through. She almost laughed to herself, then stifled it and quietly made her way to the ornate spiral staircase.
"Faelas! Where's the butter I asked for?!" came another shrill cry. Twinges of memory tugged at the deeper recesses of Helyxia's mind. She could almost hear the sing-song amid the feigned anger and shrillness. There was a nearly familiar laughter underpinning the whole of the ranting that now assailed her ears.
"I can't believe that Auntie Jetta let this place get in such a mess in mom's absence! I can't find anything in this place!" A large cast iron frying pan came flying out of the doorway, nearly landing on the barmaid's head below.
As suddenly as the shrieks had come from the kitchen, they stopped. Helyxia noted a slight flutter of the rich purple curtains that lined the entry to the cooking area, then that too ceased. She stopped. One foot on the step above the other, she on the tips of her toes in order to approach as quietly as she could.
A deep, freezing numbness suddenly shot up Helyxia's spine leaving her completely motionless. What color she had in her skin seemed to suddenly drain from her as she found herself unable to move. The grip she tentatively held on her sword loosened beyond her control; the frostlight blade falling quietly on the thickly carpeted stairs. Every nerve and muscle in her body seemed to be on fire, refusing to respond to any of her commands.
"Helyxia? Sister? Is it really you??" the shadowed and shaky whisper pleaded, the hot breath of the younger girl came on the back of her neck and ear as a familiar summer breeze....
She dared not believe the voice a familiar one, but as it spoke to her, she grew more sure and more full of dread with every passing moment. Helyxia stared straight ahead, her every muscle refusing to answer her commands to look behind her. Her whole body felt as if a burning cold were tearing through every nerve as she forced out the one word racing through her mind and throwing the dust of her distant memories into the vortex of her screaming consciousness...
"S-S-S-Syrra..." the word fell on a staccato of hushed air that leaked rather than issued from her lips. "I thought...but..." Helyxia at last dropped to her knees on the stairs, her icy fingers digging deeply into the carpeting that padded the stairs. Her whole body convulsed as she was finally broken; burying her face into the carpet, she began to sob relentlessly.
"Hely...! No! I'm okay! Look at me!" the young lady, clad in her black traveling leathers, pleaded while stifling laughter. Her voice was almost a sing-song of words; not a hint of anger or remorse rang in their intonations. Even in the look of worry on the woman's face, there was an underlying smile. Her dusky smooth complexion framed by her dusky blonde hair partially pulled back in a pony tail. She sported a pair of dagger tattoos, one over each eye in almost a mimic of their Night Elf cousins' colorings. Helyxia hadn't been the only one in the family that wished the two peoples could be reunited in some fashion, though in these times, such thoughts were kept in hushed whispers, back rooms, and cellars.
She gently rested both of her hands on Helyxia's shoulders, slightly tugging back and forth, trying to comfort her. She leaned forward once more to whisper in her ear, "I love you, sis...please stop and look at me...?" At last, her sobbing waned into a slight hitch in her breathing every few seconds as she knelt there on the stairs, motionless except a periodic shudder from her very core.
Helyxia slowly lifted her head and with every ounce of her strength, carefully turned to sit on the stair, all the will having left her legs to stand. She once again sat motionless, afraid to even take in a breath for fear that it would break the vision before her. The two women remained motionless for what seemed hours before the elder sister broke the silence.
"How...what...?" was all that Helyxia could muster, still in utter disbelief of the sight before her. She took in every detail of the younger woman; her hair, her eyes, her tattoos. 'Her tattoos...' she thought to herself. That's how she knew she was really in the presence of her younger sister. She had gone with her sister to the "body artist" for moral support, as she'd had a long night of arguing with their mother over what she was about to do.
Syrra knelt down on the stair before Helyxia, balancing herself with her hands as she at last spoke again. "Yes...it was really me there that day," she began, lowering her voice as if to hide it in the white noise of the tavern below them. "When the wall came down, I ran and hid as best I could so no one would find me. It was then I found my true calling...when I was able to remain motionless and nearly invisible to everything around me. When those creatures..." she paused, her eyes welling at the memory. "When I saw you among them, oblivious to those you were hurting, I knew what had happened."
"My darling sister...Hely...I forgave you before it even happened. I knew it wasn't you in there, helping to cause all the destruction and death. Not you..." she trailed off, wiping the tears from her eyes. "I and some friends escaped the city and took up arms against that monster's minions. I had hoped that I would find you again and see a way to rescue you, but I never did. I then simply prayed that you would somehow find peace when the madness was done."
Helyxia bowed her head, searching for anything she could say that would tell her sister just how sorry for everything she was. "I...I..." she began to sob again, flashing back with the greatest of vividness she'd yet had to the day of the invasion of Silvermoon City. The words caught in her throat, screaming to be let out but being choked back by shame.
"No one blames you!" Syrra grabbed her sister's shoulders tightly, shaking her lightly to bring her attention to the present. "Look at me, honey! It's okay!"
Helyxia at last looked up and into her sister's sparkling blue-green eyes, at last seeing the truth of her words. Syrra leaned forward, gently at first, but then more tightly wrapping her arms around her older sister. She pulled her in tight, as if to let go would be to lose herself forever. Helyxia's whole body trembled, the tears flowing freely from her dead grey eyes. "I'm so sorry," she repeated in Syrra's ear as she clung to her in a desperate grasp to hold on to her own sanity. She had not known release of all the pain and torment of these past years...of what she'd done under the Madman's control, until now...until she was in the arms of her most beloved sister.
The women wrapped themselves around each other, oblivious to the small crowd gathered at the top and bottom of the staircase. Each of them finally filling up a hole that had been rent in the both of them that day...
"Oh my," came the deep, yet supple tones of a large elf clad in studded black leather armor at the top of the stairs. "This cannot be... Both of you, still alive?!"
The two women looked up at last, finally realizing the size of the crowd that had gathered about them. Helyxia, still unable to draw her gaze away from her younger sister, continued to sit in silence. Syrra, always the livelier of the two, began looking around for the almost too familiar voice she had heard just a moment before.
“My eyes do not deceive me, it seems,” came the soft yet firm tone again from the group at the top landing. “Syrra…?”
The young elf slowly stood, still holding Helyxia’s hands in hers as she peered more closely at the group above. She’d just had the first contact with her sister in these many years since before the war came to Quel’Thalas and she was not about to let go lightly now. The myriad of colors in the crowd before her were almost a blur, save for one that stood out in a familiar fashion. She knew the studded black leather legging that she could just make out from her position…she knew it almost too well. She even, at last, recognized her own branding on the cuff of the chain-clad leather boot that pressed ahead of the throng of people.
“Don’t you all have other people’s business to nose in on?!” she yelled at the group, trying to disperse them to get a better look at the man who’d been speaking from amid the crowd. Her voice was filled more with a frustration laced with anxiousness than actual anger. Syrra did not anger easily or often. She was more apt to laugh at something that would outrage another. It’s part of how she managed to survive where others often perished these past few years.
From the moment she had arisen, she felt something on the air. Not so much something ominous as life-altering. For the better, she had not known. Yet even that ill-prepared her for what her eyes beheld at that moment. She felt Helyxia’s hands tense up as the words came once more from the man on the landing. Helyxia’s gaze once again brought low and her shuddering could be seen as well as felt coming from her entire being as she sat there with her back to him.
“I’d not dared hope for your survival that day… From then until now, I kept myself with the Farstriders in the field, almost afraid to come to the city for fear of what I’d find to no longer be,” came the words from the elf-man in an almost staccato of nervous tension. “And is that whom I think it is, seated before you?”
Syrra’s astonished gaze slowly transformed into a look of utter glee, as if seeing the sun for the first time and truly understanding what that meant. “Kaynen!” she shouted as she let loose of Helyxia’s hands and bounded up the stairs to throw herself into his arms. “By all that’s holy, and by a lot that’s not!” She hugged him so tightly that he thought she might break ribs with her fierce grip…hers and his own. Every emotion from unadulterated anger to unbounded excitement coursed through her in those few moments. At once, she leaned back, scowled, and slapped him sharply across the face, glaring at him as if he’d just slain her cat. Just as quickly, she giggled like a schoolgirl on her first crush, hugging him tightly again.
He slowly pulled her arms from around her neck, backing up a bit as hid did, held her hands in his, and looked her up and down. “I see the years and the wars have left you none the worse for wear, young Syrra Coventry,” the words almost prancing off his tongue as a proud father on his daughter’s wedding day. “Sure, you seem a bit more weathered, but you are also far more lovely than the last time I saw you.”
“And you, my dear Kaynen Coventry,” she chimed back at him, the sing-song returned to her voice as she let the words dance from her lips as if singing a tune meant for no one but them.
He let go of her at that, the smile slowly leaving his face as the light slowly drained from his presence. “Kaynen Coventry is no more, dear sister,” the words fell from him as if they were not his own, but implanted by some darkness within.
“…but…” she stuttered back at him, now feeling the gentle touch of her sisters hands on her shoulders once more. Helyxia had come out of her shock and was listening to their banter, but felt there was something amiss as her brother’s tone began to change. ‘My brother…’ she thought to herself. ‘To find my sister is heaven…to find my brother alive as well must mean something is at work here beyond simple chance.’ Her timing and senses seemed all too acute, as she’d reached her sister just as the words came full force from their brother.
“That horrific day, I laid to rest my family.” His voice took on a dark undertone of desolation as he spoke. “As I returned from my trades in Stromgarde, I saw the destruction that had taken place throughout northern Lordaeron and even our own Eversong. I was not prepared for what greeted me that day when I arrived at the fallen gates of our home.”
Syrra smiled at him as she whispered, “it’s okay…we are still here.” She nodded to him, but felt Helyxia’s hands lose their grip on her. She looked over her shoulder to find her sister’s gaze locked onto their brother’s face, as if she were searching for…something…
Kaynen shook his head, rattling the memories back to their darkened corners. “At any rate… After that day, I went to the Farstriders and bade them take me in and teach me their ways. I needed a distraction.” He began to shake his head slightly. “No, not so much a distraction as a new course. I wanted to learn the ways of the rangers and the masters of beasts. I had evil creatures to track. I had…” He let the last thought trail off, afraid to speak the words.
“You had to what…??” Syrra pleaded with him, eager to hear what he was hiding from them. He brought his eyes, for the first time, to level onto their sister, Helyxia. When he did so, Syrra was suddenly afraid of the answer.
“I had to track down and bring to rest a creature of the Scourge I once called my sister.” The words fell out as an acorn falls from a tree in the heavy mists. The words seemed to barely reach them, though said almost too clearly for their present location. His stare at Helyxia slowly contorted into an agonizing plea of their own. ‘Why?!’ His searing gaze slowly faded as he looked back at the younger woman, “I felt it only right that when I buried my family…or what was left of them…that I also bury the name. I am now known as Kaynen Duskflame.” He let his eyes travel back to Helyxia as if to burn all of the pent up anger and despair of the last seven years into her very soul.
Syrra suddenly grabbed him by the lapels of his leather overcoat. “Stop it! Stop it now, Kaynen!” She was begging as much as yelling at this point; half-pleading with him to calm himself before he said something irreparable. “Look at her…can’t you see how much pain she must be going through? Yes…you buried your family. I was witness to the deaths. We feel the pain of the loss… Imagine what she feels, brother.” She looked into his eyes, appealing to the brother she knew was still in that hardened and forlorn exterior.
“Kayn…come on…” she pleaded with him to return to the present once more. She firmly held his face in her hands, her nose inches from his as she called to him again. “Do you understand what happened at all, or have you spent too much time in seclusion with those rangers?”
He narrowed his eyes at her, now fully back from his dulling memories. “She killed them!” he growled at last, causing Syrra to slowly let go of his face and frown a bit herself.
“You have to understand! It wasn’t her… You were gone the day the news came of what had happened to her at Darrowshire. You just had to go get your fancy exotic woods from the southern forests.” The words came more biting than she had planned, or even thought she felt. ‘You left me ALONE!’ her thoughts screamed at him, ringing more loudly in her mind than the words she spoke came to her ears.
“What do you mean ‘what happened to her at Darrowshire’? You mean how she turned traitor to her own people…her family?!” he shot at her accusingly. He could feel his pulse race as his hands slipped unconsciously towards the daggers sheathed at his sides. At that, Syrra grabbed both of his upper arms and pushed him backwards, nearly causing him to stumble into the kitchen. As she continued to press him back, his resistance to her guidance waned and she spun him around to lead him from behind into her quarters in the back of the kitchen.
The door swung wide to reveal a suite of rooms that Jetta had contracted to be built to Syrra’s specifications. The main room opened to a grand balcony overlooking the main boulevard of present Silvermoon, though when it was constructed it was merely the main trade thoroughfare. From here, she had spent hours watching the traders set up temporary kiosks to sell their wares, watched the various children try to pilfer an apple here or a candy there. She had even seen the shadier trade folk and those who would see their money parted from them without their notice. She enjoyed watching life transpire below her balcony. It allowed her to contemplate her place in the world and what she wanted to do with her time in it. She enjoyed such things to no end.
Now, the room was a bit more drab than it used to be. In those days, it had been draped in reds and golds with ornate miniature statuary and vibrant paintings decorating the lush red velvet and scintillating gold foil covered walls. Now, the walls were covered in a dark gray woven cloth with deep violet sheer silk adornments. Where there were once opulent and overstuffed brightly colored pillows all about the great room, now only subdued gray and violet pillows surround a massive area rug depicting an old Kaldorei map with their ancient runic symbols lining the edging.
Syrra, with one last grunt of effort, shoved her brother down onto the mass of pillows on the floor. “Again you shoot barbs from your lips without hearing all that has transpired. You were not here during those days… I was. I saw what happened; you did not. Yet still you believe what others tell you over your own sister…ME!” she scolded him. He knew that when such a fire was alight in her, it was best to let her speak it all without interruption. To do otherwise often invited her scorn, which was something he never wanted to endure. He loved her too much to allow such a thing to happen.
Helyxia stood in the doorway, leaning against its frame. She knew that there was nothing she could say at that point to appease her brother’s ire, though she wished it weren’t so. Silently, she watched her sister and brother argue the circumstances. She felt the numbness of this reality wash over her; the feeling as if she were slowly sinking to the bottom of the sea. Everything but what was directly in front of her went dim…black. She no longer heard the ruckus in the kitchen behind her or the loud, boisterous patrons enjoying the tavern beyond. The only sound was the muffled dialogue unfolding before her.
She felt as she did moments after the blade had pierced her heart seven years ago…
“Has no one bothered to tell you the circumstances of her return to Silvermoon on the day that madman sought to take everything from us?” Syrra shot at Kaynen. “Has no one spoken of how she looked that day?” She was already growing impatient, knowing in advance what the answer would be. “No…no one has. You would not speak such venom about Hely if they had…” She trailed off, waiting for something, anything, in the way of remorse in his tone or look.
“I…” he resigned at last. “No…I had not thought such a question necessary. They said they clearly saw her in that blackened armor, wielding her own weapon against friends and family alike. That there was no remorse in her eyes for the acts she performed that day,” he hung his head at that, knowing that whatever was to come next was likely worse than what he had already thought were the actions of that day.
Syrra knelt down in front of her brother, grasped his shoulders firmly in her hands, and looked him squarely in the eyes, searching them to make sure that he could take in what she had to say next; to make sure that the words struck home and would stay with him. “The day of the fall of Silvermoon, of our family…she was already dead, Kaynen.” She said the words slowly, carefully, though she knew how hollow they sounded even as she spoke them.
“W…What?” he asked, incredulously. He thought that she was speaking in a riddle to him, rather than stating things in a matter-of-fact fashion.
“Listen to me, brother,” she drew in a deep breath, stared unblinking into his eyes, and spoke the words she’d dreaded saying out loud. “Helyxia died at the Battle of Darrowshire, weeks before the betrayal of Dar’Khan and the Fall of Silvermoon.” She paused a moment before continuing. “That monster, Arthas, brought her back from that end to use against us…to use against her own people. He sought not to just destroy our city and our bodies; he wanted to destroy our souls…our spirits…as well.”
Syrra paused again to wait for some kind of a response from her brother. She saw him slowly turn his gaze to Helyxia in the doorway. She had fallen to her knees once more, trembling, her face in her hands, sobbing uncontrollably as she heard her sister relate the story to him. Until now, the full impact of what had been done to her…to them…had not reached her completely. He looked back to Syrra, tears welling in his eyes as it also began to reach beyond the hatred he had held on to these past few years.
“You mean she’s a…” He could not bring himself to utter those last two words. He had heard about them but had not seen one since he took to living with the Farstriders and training in the ways of The Hunt.
Syrra nodded to him, slowly; deliberately. She said the words with a strange warmth not usually associated with them, but she wanted her brother to know more…much more. “Yes, she is a Death Knight.”
Kaynen tensed up at the utterance of those words, shook her eased grip from his shoulders, and slowly stood to approach Helyxia. As he neared her, Syrra came up behind him and put her hands on his waist, to steady herself as much as to help ease the quickly growing tension. “If she is one of these creatures, why is she here now? Why has she been allowed back into our city at all?!” He almost bellowed that last, shocking himself as much as the others. All noise within the kitchen, and even in the tavern area beyond had ceased. He could hear the faint sizzling of the steaks on the grilling stove in the corner, his own breathing, and Helyxia’s sobs. All other action had ceased within the inn. It was only now that he realized just how loud he had been in his protestation of his older sister’s presence.
Syrra grabbed his waist more firmly and pulled herself up on her toes to whisper to him, “do you think they would have let her in the city if she were a danger to anyone here? Really??” The tension slowly eased from his muscles.
He crouched down to Helyxia, put a hand out, and lifted her chin so that he could look into her eyes as he spoke. “How could you be what you are and be here…sister…” the last word came as if he were spitting poisoned wine out on the floor. “How is it you even remember us? I have heard of your kind and it is said that you retain nothing of who you were before the change.”
Helyxia grabbed the door frame with both hands and pulled herself up, still unsteady from the events this day…from the discovery of her sister and one of her brothers still alive. “I have much to tell you, little brother,” she said flatly as she grabbed him by the hand and lead him back to the cushions in the center of the room.
She sat down then urged him to do the same. He sat down cautiously, facing her fully.
“We call ourselves ‘Knights of the Ebon Blade’,” she began…