Alone on Christmas.

[twinkleblur]

i wish i was alone...my brother is in jail...is GF...lets not mention her...so im left with children i need to tend to...

[Azerox]

I feel like one of the lonliest persons most of the time.
Spend most of my life alone, and haven't had a friend since I was about 5 and I cant remember that far.
I have no memories of my childhood or any happier time due to a memory disorder. (I dont remember anything beneath age 13, and hazy sporadic memories from age 14 to last year.) My mother I see perhaps once a year, sometimes less. Had a brother but he moved out a few years ago, rarely see him.
Father works double-shift and weekends to afford to pay off loans from decades ago, and I... I just exist.

I try not be any bother on my father's salery hence I barely spend money on anything. All my clothes are inherited or second-hand bought,
when asked if I want to do anything that cost money I respectfully decline, etc. WoW is basically the only place I spend any money,
because it's cheaper to pay for WoW than to do activities with hypothetical IRL friends.

Due to previous said money issue, I don't get to celebrate Christmas. No Christmas tree, no gifts. Just me sitting alone in the dark
hoping my father will come home from work before I go to bed so I can say Hi to him on Christmas. It's always awkward since he
never could afford to buy me anything nice, so we just try not to talk about the present-aspect, and I try to be genuine when I say
I really didnt wish for any gifts anyway. But in the end I did, I wish I'd be a little less lonely on that one day a year. That would be nice.

As bad as it might seem, i want to REMEMBER people that things are LOADS worse for ALOT of people.

Anyway, Merry Christmass to all

[Ashaleah]

I was also alone for Christmas....../sad panda

[habib]

I was alone for christmas too, I got no presents.

[Rayzan]

17?! I hope you're not talking about being single. Trust me, cherish that time to yourself. Who ever said you can't be happy without a man or woman by your side is an idiot. Lol

[Tuvok]

Just get high, you'll forget all about people.

That works too of course, if only temporarily.

---------- Post added 2010-12-26 at 06:10 PM ----------

17?! I hope you're not talking about being single. Trust me, cherish that time to yourself. Who ever said you can't be happy without a man or woman by your side is an idiot. Lol

Amen, I can't believe I spent many teenage years getting worked up over it. My god, the relief that came to me when I realised I actually don't really give a shit.

[Caradinist]

Well hey, you may have been alone on Christmas, but at least you aren't starving.

[venus99]

25th of dec i alone on christmas
1st of Jan i'll alone again on new year

[Lancer]

Watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MnjPp-FTNk8
Once again, Merry Christmas.

[Wælcyrie]

17.... I'm 19 now and 20 next year and still single :/

Girls want all the idiots, and when they grow up they finally go for the mature people, unlucky for them I'm not waiting that long.

[Winry]

Alone with Pamela Handerson... what to do