This will be quite a long post, so bear with me (and please dont flame or anything, i really want this post up so i can discuss with people):
I'm 19, on my way to 20 next year.
1- The school system here (portugal) is terrible (imo, ofc). You have the 1st to the 12th grade, and from the 10th to the 12th grade, grades really matter, since their GPA determine if you enter college. And on that time, if you flunk one chair, you can keep on going as long as you do what you flunked (ie.: I flunked in the 11th grade on quemistry but i already got my 12th grade).
This last year, i tried to take quemistry again. I did well on the going of the year, finished with a decent grade, but i flunked on the last exam. I went too nervous, and though i knew everything that came in the exam, i just blew it. I had a second chance at it, but yet agian, complete fail.
2- I dont play many games nowadays (WoW-wise, CS, CSS, GW, CoD, etc), but im a casual player that eventually play's a bit wow. Some dailies here, some random HC's there, whatever. At max, i play 1 hour a day, 2 at best.
3- I smoked pot for the first time of my life. We only live once, and though i already hated the stuff, i wanted to try it, as i do want to try everything at least once in my life. I hated it and swore on my Electric Guitar's grave that i would never smoke it again. I puked twice, everything was spinning. Bleh.
What do i want to say with all this?
Basically, to talk about my parent's and to know if it's normal.
As of my age, i believe that everyone MUST make mistakes in their lives, severe, or otherwise, and learn from them.
I'm not going to college this year like my parent's wanted. I hate the course i'm at and i'm too late to change it (i only hate it because of what i flunked, chemistry). And i don't see myself passing it, ever. I just plain hate it. But my parent's dont understand this, they rather rant on and on on "YOUR NEVER GONNA BE ANYONE", and along those lines.
I may not be the best person in the world, but let me talk a bit about myself:
I'm humble, I hate to feel like i'm a quarter stone or a rock in the shoe of anyone. I take nothing from no one, i rather die in a gutter than to accept to go to someone else's house to leech room, water, what ever, to be a nuisance.
I'm an honorable person, if i say "i will try, i will do it", i actually try and do it, even if it kill's me. I'm kind, and i always take care of my next of kin (friend's, i don't like anyone in my family except my brother and my grandma).
^ This is psychologically speaking
I'm also considerably smart, and i adapt very well to about every situation. If i have to get up to work, i might have only 2 or 3 hours of sleep out of 2 or 3 days, but i WILL go to work and i will do it right (i dont got any work... yet... but i do know that i can do that). I have the normal pc skills (word, excel, etc), i have something a liiiittle more advanced-ish, like building PC's from scratch, system-restoration, etc. I also know my way through Photoshop and i already done some publishing work. (AND! i learned English way faster than my native language. I had the universities equivalant to the first year when i was 12)
^ Those are my skills
What happen's with my parent's?
They still live in Salazar's era (a dictator here in portugal, prior to the Democratic revolution). They think i should have a troop-like hair cut, study 24\7, have a school boy's look (like AC\DC's Angus Young, except way less perverted). The first three topics, the pot, school and Video-Games... They disagree with them all, for them i should have entered college 2 year's ago, i never should try drugs, i shouldn't play because it doesn't help me in anything.
What?! People aren't ALLOWED TO MAKE MISTAKES?!
Drugs are bad, sure, i hear that all the time, but i want to experience WHY they are bad. Is it THAT stupid to want to feel in the flesh why its bad? In my opinion, no it's not.
I flunked school twice, not because i was dumb but because i couldn't control my nerves, why cant they ******* understand that?
And i don't play that much, i just spend allot of time in front of the pc talking to people, making wallpaper's in Photoshop.
SO WHY DO THEY TREAT ME LIKE A KID?!
I have yet much to learn, i'm looking for a job (though my parent's said no one would ever hire me, i already got 2 job offers that pay reasonably well), i swore that i would never do drugs again and only stick to smoking tobacco and i don't play much. I know life is hard and it will only get harder, but i WANT to go through those hardships, I WANT TO FEEL ON MY SKIN THE BURN THAT MAKES US HUMAN. I don't want my life easy like most rich snob's, i have no intention of skipping anything hard, i want to fight and be a man.
I'm on my way to get a job (already said that) and i'm going to split a house with a friend. Half the expenses, food, electricity, etc. I'm (finally) going to be independent and no more curfews (yes, almost 20 and i got curfews.)
So the reason to all this, now that you know the mess with my parent's im in, tell me:
AM I THE ONLY GOD ******* ONE?!
Excuse my language, i hope that i'm not breaking any rules. i saw allot of people in allot of post's that really posted the swearing, so i assume that using the ****** is alright?
And though i'm agnostic, i got a question for Christians: "honor thy father and thy mother", one of the ten commandments. If I've been good all my life, never hurt anyone etc, will i still "go to hell" for leaving home w\o my parent's consent? I'm asking this out of pure curiosity, i don't want to derail the threat.
Just a note: i like how most votes are from people that dont got this kind of parent's and agree with them.