Ok so I asked him and it's good news (and thanks for that long analysis @
hynx, but I assure you I'm not toxic or
that egoistic :P) - it's something simple I stupidly missed. I missed a progression night recently. I've had 95%+ attendance since BoD progression so it didn't really cross my mind. My RL was super chill and explained that he prioritizes people who could make all the nights so far, and that it wasn't related to my performance. For a wall like Ashvane I can see how it's more fair to keep the people who have been there since pull 1. Still kind of a bummer but oh well.