new Naruto chapter is amazing
The will be semi-there. Some of there games will have booths, but their focus won't be there. Supposedly they will be showing off their games at around 100 Best Buys to let people try them there. I don't quite remember a lot of the details.
It pisses me off that I am affected as much by this.
This is where I would be saying the word should a lot, but I have been trying not to as my councilor says it breeds negative thinking, but I SHOULD be above this. I should be a lot more.
(In this brief moment I am going to right a lot and spoiler it, you don't have to read it, but I feel like putting it out there.)
That is what makes my body burn, I literally get hot thinking this way. I should be more, I should have more, I should just be further. I hate that feeling. I can't help it, but think this way, whenever I see people I am close to succeeding I hate it. Hate. It. Yes, I like seeing them succeed, but I hate thinking everyone is getting further and further way every single time. I used to get straight A's in school, but now I can barely keep up in college, and now I hate it when people call me smart. I haven't made a smart decision in well over 7 years. I was smart enough to help half a dozen people pass high school, but one I stepped out into any sort of real life I basically haven't moved. I just keep failing again and again with no signs of stopping while my step-sister just became a doctor, my younger brother is out of the house living with his fiance, and my step-brother having a family and a wife, even though he is a complete fuck up, but me? I just keep falling behind, struggling with it all.
I literally enrages me to the point that I take it out on myself, physically.
I just don't know why I can't move forward. I don't want to move forward if it means I keep failing, but I am only failing by not doing anything. I just don't know how to keep motivated. What is there to work for, because I sure as hell don't know anymore. I don't think I am worth the effort.
---------- Post added 2013-05-29 at 05:32 AM ----------
Which is about time we see Sasuke not being what he has been since the start of the series.
Last edited by Dontrike; 2013-05-29 at 09:34 AM.
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