Hello fellow MMO-C people. I was wondering how many of you get some of these VERY intense awesome episodes of vivid dreams, lucid dream, sleep paralysis or out of body experiences. I get them a lot and they are really one of the most amazing thing to experience ever, especially the vivid dream and out of body experiences.
One of my most intense episode of lucid dreaming was when I could feel myself experiencing flying and knowing it was all a dream, I'm pretty sure that's exactly what flying would feel like in real life if you were to do so and I was able to experience it all because it was a dream. Then shortly after that in the same night, I started getting a conversation with my self and what I thought was my subconscious and being conscious that it was all a dream, I was able to ask him(myself) all the questions I always wanted to know (almost as if I was asking god himself). Then to my greatest disappointment, I went to test the answer after I woke up and one thing he showed me turned out to be fake, so I got pissed at my so called "sub-conscious" for either lying to me or not be the real subconscious, making me asking him questions to be fake answers and not the true source (god/sub-conscious). And then I NEVER had a vivid dream after this, with the exception of one time a while back. It pissed me off because I was having these very intense moment for weeks or months where I was getting deeper and deeper into vivid dream of all kinds and was meeting was I thought was my subconscious on a few occasions. I was also experiencing with being able to control my vivid dreams big time, trying to alter my dreams to my wishes.
Lucid dreams are like this thing where you feel like you are in a very intoxicated state, in between your conscious and dream state and although you may know it's a dream and able to see both conscious and dream at the same time, you are never fully awake, so the level of actual consciousness always vary and they can be though to control since you may wake up at any time during an episode and you also feel phased out. At least that's my experience of it, I'll be interested to hear about other people experiences too.
Then you also have the vivid dreams which are just very intense dreams that marks you but you aren't actually controlling them or are aware that it's a dream unlike in the vivid dreams. I get these ALL the time and they are amazing, pretty much way better then real life. There's this one episode where I got raped lol and I was able to understand how it feels to be raped without actually being raped in real life, I mean (to some degree of understanding, I don't pretend to know EXACTLY how it feels like) These dreams allow you to experiences things like flying, super power and just all kind of things as if you were experiencing them in real life, three's no limit. They are just about the most awesome thing to feel.
Now comes the sleep paralysis, I got those ALL the freaking god damn time too and one that GREATLY enhance them is to take melatonin which also makes anything I'm talking about more intense, prone to happen and experience. I know if I take melatonin, I am almost GUARANTEED to get a sleep paralysis episode. Which really is always about some fucking alien spying on me and trying to come and touch me. There's this one time where I was watching this video of a girl on YouTube talking about her experiences of sleep paralysis and some horrible dead fucking fetus trying to crawl on her and she posted a picture of the most hideous thing I could image, except maybe for an alien fucking fetus. Well that whole night I keep having this sleep paralysis anytime I tried to fall asleep, being fully conscious and able to feel my body but not able to wake up from the nightmare, it's fucking horrible but so fun and enjoyable in another way. Sleep paralysis are always scary though unlike all the other dream states experiences.
I also get those out of body experiences they are like a combination of lucid dreams and a vivid dreams and to some extent like sleep paralysis(sometimes but not that often). They are so freaking bizarre. I always get to feel my body in a dream state where I am conscious of what's going on but unlike a vivid dream, I experience where I actually am in the physical world, where as a vivid dream is just a dream, and that can be anything imaginable. Out of body experiences is like I get zoned out in the physical world but without my body. I get to fly out of my room and go out in the street but the bizarre part of this, is that it's never the true ACTUAL place, it just feels like it is. For instance, I'll get a out of body experience where I see my room and the room is like the room I was when I was 14 or I see myself in my older room, yet I can come out of my body and explore the entire place surrounding me and fly and cross the walls.
So yeah, those dream state are really some of the most exciting stuff I've gotten to experience in my life, I'll be very interested to hear of other people experiences with this kind of stuff.