Lower back and right shoulder pain. Also extreme emotional pain from time to time where I just sorta have tears out of nowhere.
I'm a retired pro fighter, and high level judo player. Played football, rugby, ice hockey. I wrestled and boxed, played kyokushin and muay thai as well. Both my knees are in pretty bad shape. My right hip's running out of cartilage, both of my wrists are just kind of stiff and don't operate very well when they're flexed back. Both of my shoulders could use a debridement on a few ligaments. I'm also in the beginning stages of ddd. I have general pain pretty much all the time there, but I keep training at a very high level oly weightlifting gym, and that helps to hold me together.
Psychological, mostly. I'm severely agoraphobic and practically unable to leave my house without crippling anxiety and other issues. It's particularly vicious because I like not leaving my house and I despise interacting with people face-to-face, so it's really difficult to overcome. Which, of course, leads to feelings of depression, angst, self-loathing, and the like.
Physically, just the aches and pains of growing older (I'm in my 50s). Thankfully arthritis hasn't been an issue yet; that's the one I'm dreading the most, particularly in my hands since communicating online is pretty much the only social interaction I have.
worldofwarcraft took my back and my vision lost best years of my life could of been an athelete or scientist but instead 99% wol is my only talking point on a resume
I chose the recluse option. After the emotional nightmare my ex-wife put me through I would never be able to be with another woman. I couldn't put someone through the horrors of dealing with my scars. On the bright side, I enjoy being able to have no emotional ties. It feels good living for me.
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I think we hear about it recently and in rich countries because these are the times and places that would have the means to understand mental illness. It's foolish to think that depression doesn't exist outside of recent times and 1st world countries.
A stiff ankle, happens after waking up or if I don't move for awhile.
I'm bipolar but on meds religiously for several years now. I have had suicidal thoughts & attempts but since I got on meds for my bipolar things have gotten better. I have mild arthritis in both knees from playing sports in Jr & Sr High school that makes it difficult to walk long distances. I have a pinched nerve & 2 bulging discs in my lumbar spine that is going to require surgery to fix (this is AFTER I had surgery in Dec to fix a different pinched nerve in my cervical spine). I have IBS.
Enough that death will be an upgrade, but not enough that I want to do the dying bit.
Knowing that if I had $200,000 - I'd be able to live is a bitter thing to know
Challenge Mode : Play WoW like my disability has me play:
You will need two people, Brian MUST use the mouse for movement/looking and John MUST use the keyboard for casting, attacking, healing etc.
Briand and John share the same goal, same intentions - but they can't talk to each other, however they can react to each other's in game activities.
Now see how far Brian and John get in WoW.
I have a nasty case of plantar fasciitis especially in my left leg. Damn pain doesn't want to go away.
Stressed the fuck out, my nephew has cancer and my lil sis is going to have to move in with me, I ain't been laid in 2 months and bills....bills bills bills.
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Tinnitus. Last night it seemed to have reached a new level thought for now it resumed back to what I'm used to. Hopefully stays that way.
Now you see it. Now you don't.
But was where Dalaran?