Honestly, if you bother writing this huge text, saying that ridiculously sad stuff you said, because of a game, if a game makes you sad or grief in any way, you have deeper problems not related to the game, so you have 2 choices, either solve your problems or grab a gun and put a bullet in your brain, pathetic how you spend so much time feeling sorry for yourself over daily quests, wtf is this seriously... solve that life of yours, then get a new one and stop playing, there you go problem solved, or just die.
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