I absolutely understand you completely.. and I do breathe, I do.. But my heart, my heart overpowers everything. It's so stupid.. >_<! I want to just... Take a moment and yeah, but then I realize... I realize I need to talk to him more (even if I shouldn't) :/
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You don't know about "me" other than my boyfriend.... My BF is the FIRST person to treat me how I want to be treated... So of course I'm going to be "somehwat" (NOT COMPLETELY!) addicted to him :/