Originally Posted by
Fincayra
*remembers his stomach pumped from the bottle of hydrocodine he took in high school.
I understand the mental state of a suicidal person all to well, my friend. I know the smallest thing can make you do it, or not do it. And that wasn't my only self destructive thing. I still to this day cut myself. I stuck an inch long hobby knife into my stomach up to the hilt the other day, just to see if I could do it all the way in. I'm well aware how fucked up a mental state someone can be in. But, I'm coherent enough to realize I AM THE ONE DOING IT. No one else is holding a knife to my skin and pulling it across. It's me. My decision to ultimately do it. Yes, this girl was in the wrong BIG TIME for what she did, but he's the one who ultimately ended his life.