I don’t believe in giving advice. Mostly because if it’s worth anything I wouldn’t give it away. A bit different than saying what I did or would do. I’m not you in your circumstances no point telling you what todo unless you’re going to do it. You won’t especially if you don’t value it.
I loved the above video because it seems more telling about an experience but it’s valuable. Sure as hell helped me.
If I had advice. I’d say call the people who made the most positive impact on your life right now. I don’t care what time it is just to tell them you love them. Seriously that’s it.
Doesn’t matter if it makes sense just do it trust me.