WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
2 ranked games, 2 losses. The first game looked great and we were slowly getting ahead until we made a mistake and got caught destroying their inhib and they got 2 towers and an inhib for it. Shit happens, we were still way ahead of them. Now the stupid kha and riven decide to go for baron (the ONLY way to throw) and wht happens? we lose the game and end it with a loss and still 10k gold advantage.
Second game: Ziggs vs Syndra mid, i get FB due to her flashing in to ignite me under tower and barrier protected me. Farm is about even but top and bot are getting destroyed. Nonstop roaming from level 7 onwards trying to keep us in the game which works for a while but as soon as I'm not there, nasus keeps getting killed by rengar and our thresh/varus combo dies to morg/lucian (did i mention that our idiotic varus rushed a static shiv first in a losing lane?)
I feel cursed. Sure in hindsight, I should have made them stop the baron somehow but for the second game, I don't know what (big) thing I could have done better. I was even pittied from the enemy team (besides syndra who told me not to let a syndra freefarm... what a genius. a sub 25% killparticipation sure meanth she was impactful in the game.) which made things worse. There are always things I could have done better but I guess if I want to carry games, I'd better play champions with more impact and burst potential.