Originally Posted by
Thebigcheif
Ya I'm the same I feel bad for not replying even to trivial stuff XD And ya been there, I've definately been through my share of shitty come and go friends, and still have some friends that have done some reallllly shitty things to me and tbh I kind of know what you're talking about. Like I've never felt afraid of being happy I wouldnt say but I have pretty huge trust issues even with friends I've known for years. Idk I guess I've almost been forced into the postition of just being along for the ride as long as spending time with someone is fun, if its not fun anymore I just depart the ride with no hard feelings. Its instilled some serious free-spiritedness which is actually a good thing I guess. As much as I'd like to say it sucks, I think I'd still be the little asshole I was in middle school/early high school without all the nonsense I went through, I needed the healthy dose of not givin a buck it instilled in me XD