So I logged on to SWTOR for the first time since Diablo came out. I have been pretty clear about my desire to have this game 'fixed' because I want to play it. I've tried to understand why I want to play it so much, but I am at a loss honestly.
I logged on to my level one Jedi, Swiss....he's a Chiss. Best name ever? I agree.
The funny thing is that I don't even know what compelled me to log on. I think I really miss playing this game. I am not even a Star Wars fan. I played for a few hours until bed, but I was having a lot of fun. It started nagging me that I haven't played every character to max level. I starting to get the itch to sub again, but then it hit me that until I see how 1.3 plays out, with the group queue and hopefully better population, I am kinda grieving for my video game loss.
People might say that these are video games and to not take this seriously...but does anyone else just feel really sad when a game they love to play becomes unplayable/not fun anymore? All rants and flaming aside, has anyone had an experience like this with SWTOR or any other game?
Do you enjoy part of a game so much, only to be defeated by the worse sides of it? Maybe the first X levels are awesome, but then there's some dreary impossible part to the game that you could never beat that ruined your experience. Maybe you love a game, but the community literally makes you unable to participate. Maybe an MMO went F2P and changed everything you loved about it? Did something you love just click off one day, where you couldn't stand it anymore?
I'd like to hear some similar tales of loss and confusion, because to be honest, games are important to us. Maybe we need to vent some of our pent up sadness/grief over how our favorite games have let us down.
Here's to this one getting all the vitamins it needs to be healthy again!