Yeah...so serious studying didn't happen.
A while back, a mutual friend of Jazsmin and mine fell out of favor of Jazsmin so we kind of stopped hanging out with her. Since Jazsmin doesn't consider me a friend anymore and is only using me, I decided to talk to this friend. We've literally been hanging out for the past 10 hours (or however long it has been since my last post).
It was actually a lot of fun, and I missed that friend.
I went to go say goodnight to Jazsmin, because the least I can do is be polite as she is being polite as well, and she went out with some new friends that she made. She's likely shitfaced right now, and I'm okay with not being included in that.
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Maybe not, but from what I've found doing something like working really hard distracts myself from really any negative emotion I'm having. Hell, that's entirely why I had planned to go to the library. I was feeling used, hurt, angry, and betrayed and if I hadn't met that other friend, those emotions likely would've ceased at least for the time that I would've been working.
While probably not as advanced, I'm the same way. Look at what I get upset at. Look at how upset I get at those trivial things that I always complain about. Just because you feel like you don't have reason to be depressed doesn't mean that you're not. Hell, I've met people that are usually happy people that sink into depression for literally nothing, not even trivial things, literally nothing.
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Good lord. Stop the presses. Rixis and I agree on something that is actually specific.
I actually enjoyed the show, but I'm not sure I'd admit that unless someone else did so first.
Today has been wonderful and explaining my situation to someone who had first hand experience with it and actually knows the situation well helped me so much.
I should probably go to bed, but I think I'll stay up for a bit.