Hey guys, a few days ago I kicked my boyfriend of a year and a half out after finding out he was planning a weekend away with a girl he met on WoW (she lives in NZ, while we live in Sydney). I found a conversation after being suspicious for awhile, he said to his mate that he liked another girl and wanted to get to know her better before making a decision (even said he didn't want to cheat on me but couldn't see himself saying no). I got extremely angry, packed up all his stuff and threw him out.
Now I'm glad the relationship is over, but the thoughts of him finding someone else while still with me really hurts. He's occupying my mind 24/7 and I just wish I could get him out of my head. As I'm from NZ as well and I didn't have any good friends in Sydney, I've flown back for a few days to be with a good friend of mine. So I can't stop thinking about it, and I don't really have a lot to do here... I don't know Wtf to do anymore.