Well, time has come for me i suppose.
I've went to school and kindergarten with this girl, i played alot with her in kindergarden, but kinda stopped talking when we started in school. We started talking again when i hit a rough period around 6th grade, parents divoring, dad trying to kill himself, but it went better. Then later, an old friend of mine started on the school again, and they started dating, fair enoug, didnt have any feelings for her at the time.
But then in end of 9th grade (around a year ago) i started to see her in another way. She suddenly got alot mere interesting, and they have had a rough time, and broke up, found together some times, and she was mad at him one night. Like, really mad, she had been drinking, we went out to talk, and we ended up kissing. I texted her the next day like we agreed i would. I couldnt call, because the day after (2 days after we had been drinking) i was going to boarding school (for those who thinks boarding school is a bad place, in denmark, its really good). I could see that she was holding back from the first text i got back, i had never felt like i did for her before, i told her, and she said she didnt want to start a relationship with me because i was going to boarding school.
I had a hard time accepting it, and the first two weeks of boarding school, was kinda tough because i couldnt get her out of my head, i told her that, and i could see from the moment she replied, that she was either
1) not meaning it
2) meaning it sincere and wanted me to stop talking to her
because she wrote, that she didnt feel the same way, and she was hurt because she thought i was trying to kiss a friend of hers, the same evening. I wasent, i dont like that girl, never did. So i told her, fair enough, i can't do anything about that, but she should know that i really like her, and i don't like her friend that much, and i'm sorry if i sent the wrong signals. She said she was happy i didnt go on a complete insane feeling trip, trying to get her and we didnt speak for 4 months.
She asked me what plans i had for NYE, but i was going to be in the other end of the country, and we didnt speak untill 3 weeks ago, where she asked me what i was going to do for the lokal town festival, Galten Byfest.
We started talking again, and started talking about what happened, and i found out she really liked me back then, but was afraid it wouldnt last becuase i wouldnt be home that much, max every 2nd week-end, and it wasent even sure i was going to be home that often. I ask her if we could work it out, if she still had feelings, and she said she wanted to see me first, and it actually ends out with us sitting and kissing, holding hands, walking around together, she telling me she likes me alot, and she trust me alot. She even let me be the guy she smoked weed with for the first time.
I'm going over to her place on sunday, both got plans on friday, she got work saturday and sunday is the only day that fits, and we are both looking forward to it.
The thing is however, i've never been good with girls, i really like her, i want to start a relationship with her, but i dont know how to ask her. I've talked a little with her, but she is still holding back because of boarding school. i know theres like, what, 1½ months left untill i get home, if not less, and its 30 KM away from the town we come from, but i dont know how to forward it. Should i sit with her, show her the calendar, and tell her, that week-end, and that one, i'm home, that one you can come and visit the school, that week-end i'm forced to stay, that week-end i want to stay, that week-end the school year ends, or what should i do?
I would also like to just lay and watch a movie with her, but i'm mostly into action and horror, but i want to see a romantic movie with her, not a overkill, she likes it all, but i don't want to sit and watch the texas chainsaw massacre from '74, or some other horror movie, something that we will both find good.