It was a horrible experience. A little backstory; This girl who I've known for about 4 years has been a huge part of my life. We hung out constantly and just developed a really good friendship. We recently made that jump from "friend-zone" to lovers and soon to be in a relationship. Except her standards are way to high to reach. We are complete polar opposites her being an extrovert and myself an introvert. I dislike alcohol for personal reasons and tonight I felt like would be a good experience. Got to the club in the freezing rain and waited outside.. we were with a small group of 7 people, all who she knew and I just met that evening.
There were so many people there.. the culture shock was overwhelming and I just couldn't stop myself from going into crazy over-analysis mode lol. Now she wants nothing to do with me and it's fucking infuriating. Sorry to vent.. I just needed to get that out there.