lifes still shit for me, no friends,no gf,no money apart from disability benefits that tax payers in the UK think im not entitled to well you can have your petty cash back when i die that will make you happy. tried everything to make money online only time i did make money was on youtube when i was making £80 per month throuhgh adsense and then they banned me from it for invalid click activity and the reason was to many people where clicking my ads and no i wasnt using any bots and im thinking yeah im a fucking jedi now cos apparently they think i control people, ive tried twitch nobody watches me on the games i like cos there either saturated or ppl only watch high end raiders/pvpers.
my life sucks as i have no support from anyone so whats the fucking point being alive when nobody even cares and i know posting here pp lare just gonna mock me but i dnt care cos i know nobody gives a shit about me. i get less than minimum wage on my benefits alot less can barely live off anything.
dnt care if this account gets banend cos even when i post legit qwestions nobody ever replies anyways
so ive decided life isnt worth living and the best thing is to jsut kill myself. with my disabilitys that never go away i wish i was never born, all my family are succesful apart from me so i bet my parents think im a failure well wen i kill myself atleast i succedded at something
and im not attention seeking or an emo these are my real feelings