And this does not indicate to you that you might need some professional help? If a game does that to you,, you probably shouldn't be gaming. Not that they weren't good games, not the best either for that matter, but if it affects you that strongly in real life, I'd say that's a sign you're taking things a bit too far. For the record, not trolling you.
On topic, I'm still sceptic, but those videos showed some really good material, so I guess I'll pick it up anyways.