This is my last year of high school, and I'm pondering about whether to start with university right away or join boot camp. I'm kind of a pussy right now (see my avatar) and feel I need to toughen up, especially considering that I'm going to start my own company after university, if I don't change my mind out of sudden. Boot camp is also a once-in-a-lifetime thingy, so I'd love to do it. Basically, boot camp might strengthen my personality, I get to experience something I've never experienced before and besides, I'll get fucking buff. Or something.
So what is the problem? The problem is that Swedish boot camp lasts 3 flippin' months, and it starts in October. Beginning in June, I have nothing to do for approximately 4 months. After boot camp I have nothing to do for almost a half year. Either I can do jackshit, or I can work at a job that I barely can stand. I worked there as a summer occupation. It sucked ass. It is literally the first time in my entire life that I almost fell asleep while doing something. It was about filling forms for the Swedish tax agency. I'd rather gurgle balls in a street corner for almost a year than to reexperience that... thing.
I know it's not all that black and white when it comes to stuff to do, I know I could be doing other stuff, problem is that I'm extremely theoretical, I know a lot but when it comes to working I'm pretty much useless for anything besides, well, filling in forms for the Swedish tax agency. And yes, I need a job. I get no money once I quit high school, and I have costs that I need to cover, such as food, clothing etc.
Obligatory I know MMO-Champ shouldn't decide for me I am an individual and I have to make my own choices etc etc, but I could really use some help with suggestions because I'm definitely leaning towards boot camp, I just have no idea what to do during the incredibly long interval.