Originally Posted by
Tuvok
I'm pretty content this Christmas. I'm relatively alone. Sometimes I miss having many friends, sometimes I even miss having a girlfriend, but I like the comfort of being alone. No fronts are necessary, I don't have to live up to any expectations, it's all so easy. Sex, love, I can live without both for now. Unlike most males I don't put sex on an irrationally high pedestal.
The only time I get down about it is when I see how my old friends are going and living bustling lives, while I'm only just coming out of a bad situation that's taken me a long time to repair. At 22, I'm basically 4 years behind, and screwed for it, but I'll do what I can. The way i see it, if I meet someone along the way, that's fine, but if not, then so be it. Hehe, I better cut off the thoughts there, before they get the better of me and I actually do start missing companionship.