"There cannot be true dispair without hope." - Bane
After initially meeting someone, I'm an absolute master at small talk, but people tend to get weirded out with my quirks, and my looks. Which is why I love the Internet, people tend to not judge others and are accepting of people who have to wash their hands twice every half an hour or so.
Cya Anak.
-25
Night Ana, Zer pOO , Maj, Lyr, DEca, Nemi
You will not be forgotten, Eleanor / Steam ID / DeviantArt page / YouTube / Twitter
Night Treann.
"There cannot be true dispair without hope." - Bane
I'm not really awkward if someone starts talking to me, but I'll never approach anyone. Ever. The issue is I don't really have anything that draws people to talk to me in the first place (unless it's a customer at work) so I don't socialize with anyone and certainly will never have a chick or something approach me. That coupled with the fact that (at least, imo) I'm gorram ugly means I'm pretty much screwed.
[e]: I figured it was just the source I used. That was just the first on google so I picked it. I was too lazy to go get another one to make it work.
- 28
Hai pend!
"There cannot be true dispair without hope." - Bane
I know what you mean, if people are forced to sit next to me (or otherwise converse with me), eventually we'll take and we'll be "friends" but without high school, the only people I'll be talking to are people online or my best (and frankly, only) friend. I'd like to see a picture so I could be the judge of your looks, but then I'd feel obligated to post a picture of me, and that'll never happen.
That's when you need to move instead of someone else. If people won't go to you, you need to go to people, I know it's not that simple, but, I don't see any other choice to be honest. :<
Who's that?!?!
DOESN'T MATTER! Pendulous for president!
-26
don't say hi.
I'm off to school
Bai Worer.
"There cannot be true dispair without hope." - Bane
The only pictures that exist of me that I'm aware of are the ones from my sis' wedding where I had to where a Kilt and those are only there because my family refuses to take them down. (Coincidentally, I hate when parents/siblings say some kind bs like "oh look at my beautiful kids!" when I know it was just said so that I didn't feel bad. It was meant for my sister, I just happened to be in the picture and mom figured she had to add me :P I know there's a word for that but I'm drawing a blank.)
Those pictures will never spread if I can help it. Even if I keep getting compliments on it, I know it's all just patronizing me. (HA! I thought of the word. But I'm fairly certain I used it wrong. Who cares though.)
[e]: Oh, and you've got me beat. I can't think of a single person I know irl that I'd consider a friend anymore, tbh. Mostly my fault, but hey.
Yeah, I know I need to but combination of the depression, low self-esteem, and some other stuff means I'll never willingly start a conversation with someone.
hai, bai.
"There cannot be true dispair without hope." - Bane