I've had that sinking feeling about a year or so ago.
On your previous post, I definitely can see that because I was like that with video games myself. I didn't know how to cope with my feelings and so I avoided them. Now days I hardly ever play games. I have a ton of games I haven't even beat because I just don't want to start it. Sure, the games are good but in the end I just get really bored after a while.
On the subject of your friend... hate to say it but things will get very awkward for a while. You may have to deal with those things for a while if you want to maintain a friendship.
Woop woop pull over dat ass is too fat woop woop
You aren't even 30 yet. I don't think that disliking the last 10 years of your life is so... Thought through.
Though, believe me when I say I know your feel. Overthinking always leads to dark paths, and it doesn't help that the result of your thinking usually is melancholic. A word for it is being intelligent. Another word for it is a cynic. But one thing I can say about this is: When you live in the past you ignore the present.
Sometimes it's better to accept the actions that are already made, and start to figure out how you can win encounters in the future, based on past actions. If you understand. That was a really shitty explanation, but I'm also very tired.
Late reply is late.
If you are not having fun when gaming, then it's probably time for a new hobby.
And I too dislike how I have lived my life, but I know it's part of growing and mistakes will be made. Brush it off and do better next time.
But grats on getting it sorted.
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Ignore my post, Ziru smashed it.
Intelligent and cynical are words usually used to describe me by what few friends I have..
The past is the past, and this is something I'm very much looking forward to forgetting about.
As I said I currently only play WoW because it's the only game I find enjoyable.
There are actually two I want.
This one is really cool but really expensive.
This one isn't so expensive and is really cute. I'll probably get this one.
This one is kinda cute too
but the mechanical limbs kinda ruin it
is it bad that when I sneeze my left elbow and shoulder hurt