I am a glass half empty person always have been. Im never satisfied with anything , every day is a curse rather than a gift and I only notice or mostly notice the bad in every situation, struggled with depression and anxiety since the 10th grade. While I was in school I was the outcast I belonged to no social group and most people wanted nothing to do with me.
So far Ive turned out to be quite the failure in life despite having two parents that never seprated and never seeing any type of abuse at home. We weren't poor either. I just dont seem to be wired with optimism, good work ethic-motivation. I believe i was babied to the point where I have become a weakling and I truly believe that If I had come from a broken home I would of done better than I am doing right now.