i know this is off topic but i need to let it off my chest, my cats getting put down later today and its killing me inside, shes 14 and ive always been there for me, the thing is though, i cant stop crying, im gonna miss her so much and even though shes right downstairs, i cant go down to see her cause earlier she gave me this look of just weakness and it made me want to just die.
i dont think ive ever been in such a state, even when family members have died.
i just dont know what to do.