you're not american(at least, i don't think you are. you're one of the finnish people here, right?), so you likely don't know what it's like to shoot targets just for the hell of it. it's pretty fun. i don't hunt, because i don't like killing things(i've told this before, but my neighbor's pitbull tried to attack our old chihuahua once, and in the moment i had the gun aimed, but couldn't pull the trigger, even though my pet's life was in danger), i feel pretty bad just from killing spiders. but it's fun to shoot at old computer parts we don't need anymore.
i also know the peace of mind that should i want to say something like "trump/schumer/whoever is an idiot", i can do that without getting arrested. i can do that without getting arrested because of the fact that dumbasses can say racist shit, because that hasn't been banned and snowballed into other tighter controls on freedom of speech. just look at germany's speech laws right now, it's turning nightmarish.
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ted_Kaczynski
you can read it right here.
as for the other part of the post, things like child mortality were sad, but it was just a part of life. you moved on, you had other kids. this was the way of the world, and everyone knew their place and their roles. everyone died having lived life doing what humans were supposed to do.