first time i played rift was beta 5 and since then i have been on i would say a total of 30 minutes. I used to play 20+ hours a week. I have 3 transmute alchemist i have not even bothered doing those for just a few minutes a day. i have stuff in the mail that is gone. i am probably kicked out of my guild. but i dont care one bit about any of it at all and it feels fantastic! has anyone else experienced this effect? ever see the that south park episode where stans dad birthed a chocolate mud baby about twice as big as his entire body? i feel the same kind of relief i am sure he felt =)