It's quiet interesting. People do even sacrifice life to save life.
It`s actually shit. Especially when you realize how many unhappy and miserable people there are out in the world.
Waking up, being tired as hell, doing shit you hate... man, fucking end it already.
Should`ve drowned then, shame father rescued me.
I don't regret living. I've learned a lot, had some wonderful and horrible experiences. Did wonderful and horrible things. Made brilliant decisions and stupid mistakes. But at this point, I just feel like there's nothing left to look forward to except for pain (I have health issues) and reduced quality of life. Knowing that I might still be around for another 30+ years of this with little hope of things improving is depressing. I mean sure a miracle could happen and things could change but miracles have always been in short supply over my 40-some odd years. I just hope that I pass quietly in my sleep before things get too bad. I don't really want to die, I just wish that I was a better me so I could appreciate being alive.
Not really.
The world is corrupt and unethical.
I make less than my friends.
I am single.
People lie and betray one another.
And it's monday.
Hence my reason for gaming, my love for going to the movies, and general enjoyment of anything that escapes reality.
This one thread filled my Edge! (TM) quota for the day. Can we lock it until tomorrow and then I can fill it up again?
you don't garden do you? becasue if you did, you'd know that plants feed on dead decomposed plants. just ground is not enough.
and yes I enjoy the circle of life. because death that feeds life is not pointless, it has purpose.
P.S. religious people making fun of atheists - crack me up.
No.
But I enjoy the breaks I can take from it.
As someone that has tried to off themselves a couple of times I would have to say no. At 28 I'm already past the half way point, so at this point I'm just waiting for the inevitable.
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Man, there's nothin' to do in this stupid town. Rope swings busted, stinkin' cops are always kickin' me outta the park, manager of the 7-11 always sayin' "get off my curb you good for nothin'". All the girls already know I'm a bad kisser so they won't come anywhere near me. I dont know how many times ive been to TGIF a kid can eat an onion bloom only so many times. bowling's boring, the skating rinks been taken over by 12 year olds. There ain't no good movies out, blockbuster never has any good games in. I don't wanna play "wombat racing" I mean what the heck is that? I'm sick of all my records and every time I walk in to a record store I forget what I wanna get and there ain't nothin' on tv not a stupid thing there ain't nothin' to do 'cept take naps and wait patiently for death!
We've evolved to eat other things, but that will change soon when we grow meat. While plants want to live, but we have to eat something. We genetically modify them and grow them, and that'll continue for a very long time.
Maybe one day we can pick up a rock and eat it, but until then we need to eat other living things.
According to the stats, more people are on the side of poverty and pain, thus i conclude that statistically this life, this very world, has a living and happiness standard issue, thus i vote no.